Losing The Person In Me.
Can’t find the drive, the motivation and go -getter.
Missing the person I were. I have always been a go-getter. I’ve always been a motivator to others. The past few months, I haven’t been able to find that person that I once were.
Some may find it to be lazy. But it’s not. Because, with everything in me and every fiber of my being. I want to. I really really want to. I’m sadden with the person that I am today. I’m trying, I’m really really trying.
I hope with every step small step, every attempt, did I will eventually find her. I love her, I love me now. I know that it’s OK for me to be vulnerable, because that’s one step away from finding her and bring her back.
I hope sharing this will let someone that can relate, to know that they are not alone.
My Mental Memoirs_My Journey