I’m Not Steady Or Rock Steady

I’m not steady or rock steady.

I want to be steady like the balance scale.

If I only I knew the chemistry and the formula to keep steady.

unfortunately my mind has a switch of it’s own.

I manage to hold the switch steady as much as I can.

There’s a force that comes and pull the gear in a different direction without notice.

That force is call mania the unsteadiness come and go around in different stages, high and low.

It doesn’t stop there. Some stages are unexplainable.

All seems normal to me and not you because they are part of me.

Which one do I like the best! I don’t know.

It depends on the day. It depends on the moment.

It depends on a day that steady or unsteady.

Is it a day of high of mania where I feel invincible?

an overachiever and my confidence is over the sky..?

I have the ideas I have the desires.

Only if I can tilt my head to the right balance to hold it steady. Steady to balance the chemicals perfectly the art of of balance is unknown to me.

4 thoughts on “I’m Not Steady Or Rock Steady

  1. Toni says:

    I think this forum is fantastic and a great platform for anyone who may be going through something tough or even just wanting to share . These days it seams much harder to be that rock , let alone be steady . What I will say is , without my faith I would be in a dark place . So for me , my faith has been that light or guiding force . It may be exercise for others , writing for some – whatever works that’s positive is good ! Thank you Lina for providing this platform for others to share and be encouraged .

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